An Adopted Korean Girl’s Babies in a South Korean Babies’ Home
I will tie
up my hair
and stay sober
with the cries
of the babies
in Naju. The Pear Orchard for Tourists
is a temple
where I won’t feel bad
for what
I remember:
a red bean rice cake
in the pocket of
a leather jacket,
I walked away
into the Midwestern wind,
which we all do.
I drink and smoke and eat.
It’s the closest thing
to KORAIL (KTX).
“Gimjang” is the tradition
of preparing
winter
kimchi.
Enough.
I don’t belong
here
or here or here,
but I will try to love you
with clenched sleeping fists.
Bo Schwabacher’s poetry has appeared in CutBank, diode, Muzzle, Redivider, Tinderbox Poetry Journal, Word Riot, and elsewhere. She teaches at Northern Arizona University.